S.P.A.R.K.: How The Fire Started

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When things get tough, use a bigger fork.

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“Her”

It’s this girl…

I started liking her in 9th grade
Commenting to my friends that she was pretty then hide my face
It was just a small crush, nothing to fret about
If so then tell me how I got to where I am now
I talked to her on Facebook and stuff to introduce myself
Not knowing that later I would make a fool of myself
But I digress, so at school we finally met
I was standing with my guys and she was like “Who’s that”
We told her who I was and as I looked in her face
She said “Hi” and greeted me with an embrace
Damn, I didn’t know what it was for
I just knew that it was nice and that I wanted more
Fast forward to the last day of school
Hit up my guy Mark, with both of us he was cool
I told what the deal was and said to get her number for me
Finally got it, started texting, she said I was boring
School started, after the first week was up
I texted her every two hours, it took her six to hit me up
I told her that I liked her and that I wanted to talk
She said we could start over as friends, I stupidly went for the walk
Weeks later we still talk, see each other at lunch
Have a couple laughs then, but you know it wasn’t much
I’d walk around with her to the gym and wait for her ride with her
It was awesome for me to be walking right beside her
Later, she fuckin wit some nigga named Devin
And told me they weren’t dating, they were just friends with benefits
Then got on my back and man was she heavy
But anyway I didn’t like her so I really didn’t give a shit
So tell me how they end up together weeks later
All my previous feelings returned, then I started hating
That guy cuz he wasnt treating her right
At least thats what she told when we were outside
She feared that he would leave her for a prettier girl and asked me did I think he would
One of those situations when you think about should or could
I wanted to say “Girl you trippin’. Not many are as gifted to have such beauty. There aren’t that many in existence”
Instead I didn’t even look her in the face
And said “If you say so”, what a dumb ass mistake
I just wait and waited for one to leave the other
But when they broke up it got worse, she said I was like a brother
That was around the time I realized that I loved her
So now you see my dilemma
I vented to my friends trying to find the right way to express to her
How I really felt but I couldn’t get a text from her
Saw her in person I was on the stairwell with her
Texted her when I got home and said I had something to tell her
I told her then she said I waited too late
So damn all of my efforts were for nothing but I’ll be ok
NOT cuz after that we stopped talking
Unfriendled me 4 times on Facebook, then finally blocked me
She never answers any of my tweets on twitter
I remain calm, what’s the point of being bitter
I just wish things would go back to how the were, cuz I miss her like heck
But whatever happens, I wish her the best
Maybe when I’m famous, she’ll love me like I loved her
I don’t even care no more, fuck it love hurts